mysteriarch

To chalo batati hu uske bare mein aapko Kuch alag hi hua tha jab mili thi usko pichle saal aise hi ek shaam ko Maano sab, badal ke rakh diya  Usko pata nahi hai ke vo kya hai mere liye Shayad kabhi bata bhi na paun main Haan kabhi kabhi use yeh zaroor mehsoos karati hu ke vo khaas nahi hai mere liye Par pata mughe bhi hai or use bhi ke, ye or kuch nahi uska dhyaan apni taraf kheechne ka tareeka hai hamesha ke liye Vo kuch aise samay pe aaea meri zindagi mein Jab har jagah se toot chuki thi mai Jaise meri diwaro pe rang boht khoobsurat the, magar unn rangon ke bhitar boht dararo se bhar chuki thi main Yun to sab rang dekh kar mughe nihaarte hai, magar darare dekhte hi chodh jate hain Lekin  Vo nahi Usne vo darare sirf dekhi nahi, unn dararo se mere andar jhaanka bhi Or hairaani ki baat mere liye bhi ye thi ke maine vo darare usse dhakhi nahi Puri ki puri uss ke aage khadi ho gayi Jaise bani hi usi ke dekhne k liye Yun to khud mein rehna sabse zyada pasand karti hun Pura samay k...

Well, what can I say? Falling in love with someone, their qualities, their features, their heart, him. Everything that I love about him, I know I can't ever write it all down, as it'll never end. There's always something that keeps on adding up to the list. But, let me tell you about his voice. His voice was the first thing that hit my heart hard in the most beautiful way. Oh how I would again sit in that chair to his left and hear him sing his heart out. He sings so freely; I can see the silence and happiness in his eyes when he sings. He really doesn't have any idea that I remember every single song that I've heard coming out of his lips. I learn them if they're new. I add them to my playlist and then listen to them on loop; thinking only and only about him. Only he has the power to make me smile even when he's not around. I admire how he knows every song, I just have to name it and he'll start to sing it's lyrics. He doesn't know that I find i...

 All my life I have seen love in so many different forms. We all have our own ways to love everyone, don't we? There's love that we have for our family There's love that we have for our friends There's love that we have for a stranger even who is kind to us There's love that we have for animals And there's love that we have for our partners Then there is Love that I have for him. "Love" is the word, that I can think of when it comes to him Him. He is all things, dark and bright, destructive and calm, hell and heaven. I still remember when my eyes were set on him for the first time; I remember him walking in front of me with his backpack on one of his shoulders I still remember thinking to myself that 'Boy he's something'. A Mystery, that's what I thought that he was, and I wanted to unfold that mystery completely If only I knew, that in the process of unfolding the mystery that he is, I'll unfold my heart on these pages for him. If ...

I thought I owned all of my devils but 'You' just walked in and brought me back to square one. You walked in and looked at me The casual conversation floating in the air Walking around in the room, moving your eyes everywhere I lay there on the bed with my chin in both of my hands And I see you settle down on my left side Talking about anything and everything in our own little world. You look at me and I internally get happy Because I know you are looking at me but I don't want you to know that I'm aware about it When I look back at you, my heart starts to pump Just laying there innocently, with fire in our eyes Not removing our eyes from eachother, making sure the other one knows That we are about to sin. You get on your knees and so do I  Kissing like it's a blessing and we're preaching the high Holding eachother for our dear lives As if we'll perish otherwise That looking at eachother in the middle of it Like that is all we have always needed Hands all ov...

And so it happened He came to me as I was sitting under the moon. Both acting like nothing's going in our hearts Both stealing glances at eachother Both showing eachother that we weren't there at the place for eachother Both talking of leaving as if that's what we wanted  Both knew we didn't want to leave. So I held his arm like I was holding a baby Pulled him like I knew he'll leave for good if I didn't hold him And all I remember was that he looked straight through my soul when he had me pinned against that wall I've never tasted somebody's breath like that before He didn't even whisper but my whole body was shouting And right there he nailed my ego to the wall so that we could become one for the last time. My hands on his neck and his around my face Did I ever mention? That he holds my face as if he's holding a mirror Like he wants to look into it carefully, every inch of it and not break it Because he knows that if he broke the mirror, he won...

Just like a moth to a flame I couldn't stay away from him I want to gather his darkness in my hands I want it as much as I want to touch his skin. Darkness It reminds me a bit of him Darkness is what he has in him Darkness is where we can't stay away from eachother Darkness is where I am his. Strange how I'm lit up like fire even in such darkness How when my face is between his hands, thunder starts to flash in me How when he traces my body, I get high like a lit up cigarette How when he bites me all over, I burn like a phoenix in flames. Fire is burnt when he looks at me, while part of him is inside me Never looking away for a second With those eyes he could've set the sky on fire Instead he chose to burn me  Terrifying how he holds so much power over me How he can give me chills all over my body just by looking at me. His lips colliding with mine is both pure devotion and poison for me I am not myself with him He brings out more of me, the more no one ever got to see ...